Ah ma has left us

Is really sad to say this but it is a fact...

Ah ma left has left peacefully...

This is the 1st time that i ever felt so sad...

The 1st time that tears rolled down on such a situation...

The scene that ah ma left us is still so clear in my mind...

I could hardly forget it...

Even now I am trying to sleep at the wake but the scene still flash back in my head...

I should have stayed up with her last night...

Until now I still regret that I did not accompany on the previous night...

I wish ah ma had tell me more things before she left...

I wish to talk to her more..

Until the last sec of ah ma life,I had always held back...

I wish to tell her to hold on but it will only meant that she will have to continue to suffer..

So I held back again...

I still feel I had not done enough for her...

I still wish to do more for her...

What is being done now is already of no use...

Message of the day:

阿嫲，I will always miss u..

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