Tired ~~~

Argh ~ I dont feel like working now .... i am so tired but i am in the usual office now ... I dragged my foot all the way to here... tomorrow will be alone again ... however, i am still alone now ... my fren went out to get some food as usual .... The table that is beside me now is filled with chocolates.. i wonder whose are those ... i picked a "TIMEOUT" and ate it, thinking that it would refresh me... But i think is not going to work .... Argh.. so tired today.. dont know why ....

I just got my pay for the previous month ... i think i have to fork out some money to give my parents and my bills.. My fren now got a problem to study ... He has got not enough money to study... he can only either pull back to Oct then study for a semester... this is not a gd plan... People are always short of cash ....Always not enough of money ... This kind of situation will never end... is a cycle... When you get to 1 stage, you will try to clear another stage ... This will goes on and on and on .....

Lets pray that tomorrow night as well as sunday night will be peaceful .... Dont give me too much stress... I am tired ~....

Back In Office (Night Shift) -_-ZzZ

today quite relax ... 3 ppl working .. but got 1 new guy.. so another senior let her take most of the chats to let her learn ... i was also treated that way when i 1st went in... She is doing quite ok.. i think she adapt better den me... she will be having the same shift as me thru the month... so i think have to communicate better ...

Thinking of this sat and sun... working alone ...(-_-) Duno why... The worst part is sun night shift den on monday is afternoon shift... is like i slp in the morning about 9am den wake up abt 1330, den i have to eat and bathe and prepare to go work .. noon shift is 3pm... rush like shit.. if i wake up too late, i will have to skip lunch i think..

The crisis now is sat and sun shift.. after this 2 shift, life will be better for me... haha.. lets pray that it would be peaceful for both nights...

Friday Night 01/12/06

Is Friday !! but i am still in my office... Working night shift... I cant play my game with my frens... Sad... Working life is so cruel.. At 1st, my frens also asked me to watch movie but i have to work.. no choice... Is so hard for frens to gather together nowadays.. even to watch a movie is so hard.. Maybe this is only for me... It would be much better if i could catch the movie with my frens...

Yest night, i was too tired untill i totally KO... luckily it was only for a short 10-20mins i think... Lucky i have another fren doing with me or else who knows what will happen... And yes.. the duty rooster have changed.. but it was no better too.. only that on some wkdays i would not be alone... BUT wkend is still the same.. i am still doing alone... WHY??? WHY did my boss didn't attached some1 to me on wkends ... It was so tiring to do at night and alone somemore...

I hope that on the days i do alone, it would be peaceful... Not much pple come disturb... I will end here today..

30/11/06 Yes Night Shift Again -_-ZzZ

Yes.. Is another day of night shift again... This has to go on for about 2 wks... this wk frm tues to sun... wkdays is still ok.. wkends... i am doing alone on wkends... the most busy times... why did my boss did this to me... Gave me this kind of stuff.... 1 person very easily fall aslp as i long time nv burn midnight oil ... Now the lifestyle is upside down.. Pple work i slp.. Pple slp i work... Totally upside down.. This is not the worst part.. When i take a look at the timetable on tues, i was stunned.. OMG.. From 9th Dec onwards, i am working alone !! Alone... ZzZz .... What the _ _ _ _ is going on... Alone in morning means no lunch, Alone in afternoon means no dinner... Alone at night means fighting Z-Monster. Hope that when i have enrol for SIM, life will be better. Talking about SIM, the person has yet send me any mail regarding when the sch will starts... Previously they said there was not enough pple to start a class and they opted me to go for another course that has the same modules in the 1st and 2nd yr... Now waiting for them to give me a answer on when will sch starts... Still trying to figure out how this blog stuff works.. My html code is not so gd.. Have to think of some ways to decorate... To conclude.. Please cherish your slps while you can..

29/11/06 Night Shift -_-ZzZ

Another long night.. Back to night shift again.. 1 of my friends jus got married on 26/11/06.. I was invited to be his "Brothers".. Gone through the tradition of marriage.. Help him thru the doors of "Sisters" that were in the bride's house.. Eating chillis.. Wasabies... All kind of crap stuffs that they can think of... I will not forget the wasabis as they requested the bridegroom to turn 10 rounds den use the wasabi paste to draw heart shape on both side of the face of the brother that happened to wake up late.. LOLZ.. In the night, went to his wedding dinner.. I was associated to the friends' table.. When all arrived, i found out that the whole table almost all were COUPLES... OMG.. I was sitting with my fren and his girlfriend.. Though there were times when my fren talk to me but most of the time, i was alone.. Can You Imagine that ? There is once when the boyfriend of the ger that is sitting beside me took my plate and put some food for me when he finish grabbing food for his girlfriend.. I was like STUNNED... But i still say thanks to him.. Some of my frens was like "Wah lao ZJ, you want others to help you get food"... Actually i was thinking let him get finish the food then i get it myself but who knows.. I think thats all for now ... I had to stay awake thru this night...