Office Alone Part 2 (Season 2) - Working on CNY Eve

Yes, Working On CNY Eve. Working on the morning shift(7am - 3pm). It is definitely tiring but is better than working in the noon. If it would be the noon shift, i will not able to attend the reunion dinner. Although there won't be any promising dishes but my father would want me to attend. However, i don't really like this kind of dinner as i am not close to the relatives. Not much to talk and they will always ask how are you doing and what are you doing. These questions i do not want to answer and talk about. CNY is just tomorrow. How time flies. When it is over, i will be having my examz soon and i am not prepared at all. I don't know if i am going to make it through.

The possible results are fail and pass. If pass then it will be great. If it is a fail, then is the end for this course. I will not continue to waste the money. I know i have no talent in this course. This module that i am taking is only the basic of the course and yet i can't grasp it. How would i be able to continue in this condition. I will continue to find the course that i can do well. They said nothing is impossible but nothing possible is easy all the way.

I wish time could fly faster for this 2hrs. So i could get out of my working place. I would need to return a book to the library as the due date is today. It seems that time fly so slow when you are doing nothing. But when you are doing things, it just fly so fast. Do you believe in horoscope or would i say are you superstitious ? Would you believe if the horoscope say that the person you like is not the one that you are looking for? Would you reconsider of being with her? This probably are nonsense to some but some would do some thinking. But what you choose ?

Office Alone Part 1(Season 2)

Yes office alone again... But this time i more restricted in the things that i want to do... Normally, i could do my tutorial or assignments in the offcie but now i can't.. This is due to the installing of a webcam.. The webcam is viewing the the pc that have C++ directly.. I cannot use that pc anymore... Now even watching of youtube is also a dangerous thing to do.. One of my colleague mention that our supervisor had told him to use too much bandwidth which means our supervisor is checking on the bandwidth every now and then. I am very scared to make a mistake.. A mistake is one too many... This is what i learnt from my camp.. With a camera in the office, there is no freedom at all. Soon there will be more cameras around. This company is more like a prison. Every movement you make is being watched.

We are not prisoners. We are the employees. How long can i withstand this? I really have no idea what is my limit. I thought that office alone will not happen so often but now it seems like everyday is solo a shift. More and more office alone ... I hope that they will hire more people soon. To solo a shift, you can't go and buy your dinner/lunch. I don't know how long will it take. In a solo shift, even going to toilet will be something that you need to consider. To cut down manpower is not really a good choice. But i cannot decide on such things. To manage a company is not an easy task too. Eventhough the company is not huge, managing it really need some abilities and experience. I had not been doing some thinking for my programming this few days. Maybe is time to do some thinking. I had shut my mind off this few days. Is time to be back on track.

Not much to say ...Not much to do... Not much to hear.. Not much have been done too.. I hope that i can continue to go forward no matter what..